Who does not want to get a lifetime of happiness

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QQ has given me so much hope and joy, but also brought a lot of disappointment and loneliness.
while the poor still I linger in it.
the failure of a relationship, on the QQ, I can say is nothing memorable of (sitting in on the line, I love to see him more.) After the affair left lonely, actually prompted me to re-open the QQ, looking inside the head one by one jump [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but yet so unreal - after all, not reality.
I think I will always rely on the kind of emotional dependency, heart felt memories of the way people live. Perhaps because of this reason, flying with him to find me, I will Luanxiang it. No, I'm not Luanxiang just stood back to the vortex edge, listening to the echo inside looking past it. He said something if I feel good classic. He said: A performance reasons. The first phrase, I think that was a little impression on those who love to think that who I never dreamed how it would describe himself.
Maybe, love really comes, who are inside the fool.
I think I have great communication deficiencies, which I have refused to separate some of the reasons for their rehabilitation, but, like my boy has always thought that I would not go to do not like them. Really, I do not know why I see other people's eyes are so unnatural (except only two or three away). Always careful to cover most of the time.
Now, I'm stuck in the moment that I love the South, made all not have anything. I think the feelings of the South because of the relationship between time to wash wipe, if not out, but there are traces of the form is a sticker affixed to left, beautiful and romantic. And made it, though he is the first in my life boyfriend, in retrospect, very embarrassed, and even find a hole to bury himself. However, I arrears's too much, however, which have not loved my boy, I am deeply hurt it?
fly? Feeling good special. That the scars will no longer hurt [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but will itch, will be uncomfortable, and my heart seemed to have missed out on that, there really will be hurt. Is a kind of uncomfortable, but also seems to be warm; a little sweet, but blinded. His smiling eyes was like a glass of pure wine, soft, not strong [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but feeling a little drunk sailed. (I used to look when Yao is now.) He is a boy so aloof and arrogant, it seems that ever since birth have learned how to hurt him down and to hide his own. Have a good understanding of the past like him, love him. However [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], every step has been slipping. Ultimately, I still do not give up. May be, sad thing is he thinks I gave up, or make a feeble sympathy and support. I believe this is absolutely and I have great hesitation associated with the character. But God, ah, how do you make this I met him like ah! If our two wings of the angel wing is the same weight, then certainly one of our wings were inserted misplaced.
Yao's presence, I saw the flight of happiness. So anyway, I really want them to be happy for.
who do not want at the right time, right place, meet the person, get a lifetime of happiness?